Today's Meditation Experience - Being Guided by Robert

Before I moved to Japan in 2004 I was very deep into my meditation practices. My body was vibrating so golden during that time because I was incredibly balanced, focused, positive, inspired, and at peace because I was practicing deep meditation every day. My spirit was so open that I could think things I wanted in my life and they would just happen. That's how Japan came about for me, I asked the Universe for a job, and for the third time the director of a show in Japan called me a few days later and offered me a gig. This time, the third offer in from him, was the charm. Living in Japan was an incredible experience because of the energy there. I was so connected living in Japan to everything and everyone. My physical chemistry and spiritually energy just really matched perfectly with Japan. Life happens and sometimes we lose pace with meditation and I ahve to admit I have done that over the last couple of years. Today something just happened within me that just said "Stephanie, time to meditate". My meditation experience was absolutely amazing. I got deep into meditative state I felt as if I was floating because I was so LIGHT and so at PEACE. Something in me was suddenly inspired to ask my grandmother's spirit to guide me. I have never had that happen before where I have asked for a guidance in the way of directly asking a specific spirit to guide me. Something inside me was just suddenly inspired to ask for guidance and to call out spirit names. So I just did it, and I asked my grandmother Sofia. She didn't respond, it was like an immediate okay she is not responding. So I asked my friend Robert who passed away last year to guide me instead... and he responded and he did. I started asking him questions and he gave me answers that I could feel so deep inside me right in my gut. I was asking him about my relationship's. I asked him about my career and recent events, I asked him about all the choices I've been making, my health and many many things. And he answered them all... and all the answers felt so right and so true and so pure, and so positive, and so CLEAR. It was incredible. Totally refreshing. I felt so at peace, and so guided, and so loved, and so looked after. I had never experienced anything like it before and there was no hesitation when my grandmother didn't respond to just call out another name... and Robert's just came to me next, and instantly he was there to guide. When I got up from my mediation I felt completely balanced and inspired to do my practice ever day. Just amazing. I felt like I had all the answers to everything in my life at this moment and I was okay with all of them. A lot of the answers weren't things I would have expected which is why it was so clear to me I was being absolutely guided and protected and to have TRUST AND FAITH.

Today is the first day I feel like I'm moving back into a peaceful space inside my heart, my spirit, and my mind. I have faith in all of the events that have led me up to this day. I feel that all of things I am experiencing in my life in this present moment are all blessings even if they appear not to be, I KNOW that they are... and I believe that they are a leading me to my ultimate destiny. I trust... I have faith... I believe.

Call it God... Call it what you want to... I call it Real... I call it being Alive... Life is Beautiful.